Monday, August 16, 2010

Satisfied


For  he satisfies the longing soul,
and fills the hungry soul with good things.
Psalm 107:9

Giving thanks for these good things:

306.  Gifts from another country
307.  Tax-free weekend for school supply shopping
308.  Dark chocolate
309.  The hope and confidence of a good future
310.  My girl's generosity in donating her long hair to Locks of Love
311.  The smile in her eyes seeing her new cute hairstyle
312.   New friendships
313.  Affectionate touch when it's most needed
314.  Air conditioning
315.  God's gentle answer to the unasked question of my heart


Tasting His goodness,


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Art by I. Lilias Trotter

Sunday, August 15, 2010

(In)courage



(In)courage is having some awesome giveaways to celebrate their first anniversary.  For the next month, they are giving away a gift each day.  Fun!


Monday, August 9, 2010

Happy

You have made known to me the path of life;
You fill me with joy in Your presence
With eternal pleasures at Your right hand.
Psalm 16:11


Enjoying His presence and these pleasures. . .

295.  Strawberry-banana-mango-blueberry smoothie
296.  Sharing laughter with a good friend
297.  An unexpected cool breeze in Florida in August
298.  The smell of coffee brewing early in the morning
299.  Songs that make my heart sing
300.  Scent of my girl's freshly-washed hair while I brush it
301.  Encouraging words from my sister
302.  Feeling God's favor and affection
303.  Flowers on my kitchen table
304.  Working things out to the hugs and laughter.


With joy,




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Monday, July 26, 2010

In the blue


The LORD, your God is with you, he is mighty to save.
He will take great delight in you,
he will quiet you with his love,
he will rejoice over you with singing.
Zeph. 3:17

Seeing His delight in me with these gifts. . .


285.  Silvery moonrise over the Atlantic
286.  Tossing a frisbee in the waves
287.  Enjoying an evening with good friends
288.  Sunday morning coffee with Him
289.  A really fun chick flick
290.  Yellow butterflies dancing outside my window
291.  Waking up with hope
292.  The freedom to lay down fears and receive peace
293.  Sitting in the blue darkness, listening to the ocean
294.  Not getting hopped on by that toad in my driveway!




Quietly being loved,







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Saturday, July 24, 2010

Celebration


My daughter was baptized today.  

It's something she has wanted to do for a long time.  But I asked her to wait until her dad could be there.  

This morning on the beach, at sunrise, she demonstrated her faith in Jesus in the presence of both her parents, her brother, family, friends and church.





It was beautiful!


Rejoicing,

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

17


Seventeen years ago this coming Saturday was my wedding day.  
July 24, 1993.

Yesterday, I reviewed the final draft of the "marriage settlement agreement" for our divorce.  

There's not much to settle.  We leave the marriage empty-handed, just like we entered it.  The only treasures are two beautiful, precious, amazing children and years of memories. 

This was not how I wanted it to end.  Watching the relationship crumble quickly before my eyes, I fought hard to keep it going, to keep it alive.  For 3 long years I waited, praying and hoping, begging God for restoration.  

And God restored me.  

In a few days, my husband and I will sign a document, just like we did 17 years ago.  Then he will go his way and I will go mine.

It's strange, I thought it would destroy me to go through all that I've experienced.  I thought divorce would be the worst thing that could happen.  Yet here I am on the very threshold and I feel peace.  A little sadness.  But mostly peace and a sense of anticipation for what God has for me.

I am thankful.  Thankful for 17 years as a wife.  I grew so much as a person being married to him.  I'm thankful for the past 3 1/2 years of heartache.  Walking those dark paths, I have learned the faithfulness of God and how deeply the Lord loves me.  I have learned to trust.

"Your righteousness reaches to the skies, O God, you who have done great things.  
Who, O God, is like you?
Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up.  
You will increase my honor and comfort me once again. 
My lips will shout for joy when I sing praise to you -- I, whom you have redeemed."
Psalm 71:19-21, 22


In hope,


Monday, July 19, 2010

Unfailing


Satisfy us in the morning with your unfailing love, that we may sing for joy and be glad all our days.
Psalm 90:14


Seeing His unfailing love in these gifts. . .

275. discovering a new song that speaks straight to my heart
276. fun and laughter on a Friday night
277. hearing from a long-ago friend
278. a hand reaching out to hold mine in prayer
279. quiet solitude and time to think
280. peppermint oil in my mop water
281. a good conversation with my dad
282. the joy of making new friends
283. three favorite books from the library
284. a 10 year old boy inviting me to play marbles


With joy,





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