Wednesday, June 2, 2010
I haven't had much to say.
God is up to something. I don't know what it is exactly, only that it's good.
But the mystery is wreaking havoc with the lingering control freak side of me.
When I ask Him, He only grins and says, "Trust Me."
Transition is not easy. This shifting of paradigms makes me dizzy. It's hard to focus, hard to understand what it is I see. I'm at a loss to know how to be, how to feel, what to think.
My old, familiar ways are dissolving and I have nothing left to hold onto.
Except a scarred hand that holds the world, and holds me.
I don't know where we're going. But I trust Him more today than I did yesterday.
I guess that's enough.
For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you,
Do not fear; I will help you.